very good step to start dealing with it all NOW. many of us wish we had done that years ago. but not having buried or suppressed the memories - as you say - that's a very good thing. gives you a huge head start.
hoping we can all share in your healing,
"the scariest thing about abuse of any shape or form, is, in my opinion, not the abuse itself, but that if it continues it can begin to feel commonplace and eventually acceptable."
- Alan Cumming, "Not My Father's Son"