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#38997 - 11/29/03 04:50 AM sscareed
FlyWM Offline

Registered: 09/14/03
Posts: 322
Loc: Michigan
geetting soo haard ttoday, mmother ttllalking to mmee blaaming mme forrr aabuusee, nnew mmemories, sseeeing aandd heaarring tthinngs, ggetting ssso scaredd. trrryying hhardd noot to hhurt sself, aand ttryying too sstay sseellf, vverry haard rrigight noww. jjussut ddon't kknowo wwhat tto thiiink orr ddo, oor hoow can ssurvivve annymoore. sso sccareed, waantt iit tto ssttopp. ii sam sorrry ffor tthiss pposssst


Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible in not a declaration, it's a dare.


#38998 - 11/29/03 06:27 AM Re: sscareed
blueelectron9 Offline

Registered: 11/07/02
Posts: 387
Loc: Victoria, BC Canada

I'm glad you posted, and I'm sorry it's so difficult right now.

I like to have a nice cup of hot tea and a hot bath when I start having bad days--especially if it's cold outside.

Can you stay warm and safe? I hope so.

Know that good wishes are coming your way.


An odd duck who likes even numbers.

#38999 - 11/29/03 08:51 AM Re: sscareed
Andrew Offline
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Registered: 07/25/03
Posts: 1192
Scott, your poor Mom has real problems and limitations if she is suggesting that you were to blame for the abuse. You know the truth. You deserve good things. Spoil yourself this weekend and try to think of all the good things you are.
Peace, Andrew

there is no courage without anxiety


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