Blue, you hit a nerve
with me, when you mentioned the dentist I absolutely hated the dentist I couldn't stand having to lay still and have their hands in my mouth. Latley though it has been better.
With me the hair cut thing is a bigger problem right now. I hate being in the barber chair and having to stay still, I think I figured it out thought, I hate sitting there, the chair facing all these men and having them look straight at me and their isn't a damnd thing I can do about it. I finally talked with my thearapyst about this and a few other issures I have when I feel people are looking at me and I feel trapped. We finally figured out that I have severe symptoms of Social anxiety disoreder, he put me on medication and it seems to help quite a bit. Im taking somthing called clonazapam. On an as needed basis. Latley I feel very angry because, I realize that I have had severe anxiety for as long as I can remember and all along I thought it was normal. I was severly verbally abused and physicaly abused by my peers, after they found out I had been molesed by my step father. I am very pissed off right now because of the havoc that bastard has coused in my life!!!