you hit it right on the nail head. nothing to change in my way of thinking.
it took a lot of courage to do that and i applaud you!
great attitude man. i am glad that you are trying to get past it. it is a painful road and a real roller coaster ride as you know, but well worth the efforts in the long run.
good chatting with you in the chat lounge. you are a good man and on the a good path. you can do it and we can help along the way. keep coming back bro.
If you cannot control what happens to you, you can control your attitude toward what happens to you, and in that, you will be mastering change rather than allowing it to master you.
~ adapted from: Sri Ram