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#383581 - 01/27/12 04:45 AM all alone
Avery46 Offline

Registered: 09/23/10
Posts: 1243
Loc: USA
I was told by abusers namely my mom, "you will be all alone" if you tell. I deserve to be alone.

Well in 2011, I found myself all alone. I say all alone as in no biological family anymore. It hurts and did hurt when I was lying in the hospital bed for 3 months last year. I sleep next to many men. I was in utter fear.

The best way for me to deal with this aloneness is too develop great friendships and be an activits.


Edited by Avery46 (01/27/12 04:46 AM)
aka DJsport

#383582 - 01/27/12 04:49 AM Re: all alone [Re: Avery46]
mcl1982 Offline

Registered: 01/09/12
Posts: 44
Loc: IL
Glad you have a way to cope with it. Good for you man. Hang in there. Sorry you have no family, but you have a family here to help you.

#383594 - 01/27/12 06:19 AM Re: all alone [Re: mcl1982]
Daniel_forgotten Offline

Registered: 02/07/09
Posts: 479
i didnt know about hospital. I'm so sorry, I know how it feels.

I'm sorry you feel alone too.. i'm guessing you feel alone. it's different to be alone and to feel alone. One doesn't always imply the other i think.. You don't have to feel alone. We are here for you.

she said BS and you know it. it's all crap. don't listen to her anymore, you are free my friend.

#383626 - 01/27/12 04:29 PM Re: all alone [Re: Avery46]
EdfromNYC Online   content

Registered: 02/18/10
Posts: 319
Loc: New York City
I'm sorry that you had to feel that from your mother. As my group therapist recently said, our parents often chose to protect themselves over us. It seems like that could be her putting her needs over her hurting boy's needs.

Has your biological family all passed on? That's got to be some strong feeling.

Edited by EdfromNYC (01/27/12 04:30 PM)
And more, much more, the heart may feel,
Than the pen may write or the lip reveal.
Winthrop Mackworth Praed


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