I waited alllll summer to be apart of a Male Sexual Abused
group ....to find out they filled or something
they put me in the on that began on January 18..or16th
I was told they would email me and allow me to have an
intake session,,,,before the group commences.
So i was bored last week and dropped in the Resource Center
So the i am in a councillors office and he tells me.
If i want i can get free councilling through him and i.
I told him i have a therapist and we made an app't anyway.
I shared this with my therapist and he said .." Sure
why, not ,, give it a shot and get back to me."
In case you havent followed me , my therapist is in
Toronto and i am Not!
So ...I am not in this support group...and the councillor
at the Mens Resource Center tells me that the groups are
ongoing. So I went to our session 2-day... and
I speak slowly.. havent intimdated him. But i told him
prettty much everything. And shard i was scared of him..
say ,, killing me or hitting me... Hitting me , yeah.
And I told him i dont want to refer of me having family
members ..so i refer them as my dad's neices and whatnot.
He said to me " you seem to like the I.P.A. alot"
I said "Yeah , they are like family to me"!
He then said he and the other councillers at the Center
don't do the therapy the same.
So he asked me if i was aware of PTSD? and if i thought i had
this?.... followed how he used sexual abuse and how he
gives therapy and that Primal could be more harmful to me.
And ( this one is what discontinued my trust) ,,"
" I dont think it is important to repeat your abuse over and
and then says " so you don't have to decide now ...we can
have sessions ..or you can wait" .
My response ..was ..and i like it i breathe and i am relaxed.
But i will never let go of the International Primal Association. Just like i like this group , very much!
But i said to him " i just cant trust you"!
And when leaving i was , freaked. I felt i wanted to move
to Toronto. The thing is. I will have to leave my therapist
For now i will continue reading Mike Lew's saving book
titled " Victims No More" ..
have a nice day!