Good on ya, mate! - as the Aussies say. And "Amen!" to what the others said... You took a good and difficult step and will definitely benefit from that. Just sayin - from experience - the sooner you get it out and dealt with the better. I wish I had done it decades ago. It seems to get worse or harder to manage the longer you wait. so keep on keepin on! We're all pullin for you.
How long, LORD, must I call for help, but you do not listen?
Or cry out to you, “Violence!” but you do not save?
Why do you make me look at injustice?
Why do you tolerate wrongdoing?...
Therefore the law is paralyzed, and justice never prevails....