Sorry for what you have been through Limit, but YOU have survived, even tho it may seem like you live in another world when your triggers appear.
I guess I have to ask why are your neighbors screaming?
Maybe someone should take action and call the police to find out if someone is being hurt??
I do know one thing now, that I will never allow a person to go thru what I did if I have the chance to help them.
I beleive that a lot of us here (IMO) are still using our childhood minds that we were stuck in years ago and dont want to get involved.
I guess what I am trying to say is, use your knowlege of what happened to you as a tool that may help others.
You know the signs of abuse better than any T would ever hope to know and if we could just help ONE person to not have to go thru what we all did..............well I think you get my point.
Stand up brother and be counted, YOU are not alone.
All I ever wanted was a hug.