To some extent I do beilieve sa is the worst crime of all time. In my case it has affected every part of my life and personality. I have sometimes thought it better if I had been murdered instead. I have suffered with this horror ever since I could remember. I was 3 yrs old when the abuse started and 13 or 14 when it ended. The abuse itself was horrible, but the after affects are much worse. I have so many problems I dont know where to start. I have cronic depression,anxiety attacks, social anxiety, sexual orientation confusion. ect. ect. ect. I sometimes feel like my soul was murdered. I only ask God to help me suffer through until he calls me home. For the sake of my children and wife.