To my wife,
I can't see your face if your not here. I know your face, but I can't see it. I hate it, I wish I could freeze your image in my mind but I can't. But I love it too, becuase every time I see you it is fresh, new, ageless and breathtaking. Every time I see your face my soul leaps, that is the one blessing I know I have from my war. That is the one thing I do not want to lose.
How can some stuff last so long and be so fresh and yet I can't have that memory for good stuff.