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#363725 - 06/07/11 03:44 AM Mourning
Anthony39 Offline

Registered: 02/15/07
Posts: 345
Loc: Montreal, Canada
Tonight I sit here and I mourn for my loss. I feel stronger than before but some challenges are tougher than others. I feel empty of energy, of drive. A million things run through my mind. I mourn my marriage, what it was to be what it wasn't. I need your strength brothers because tonight I can't walk no more. They say that it's better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all. It's little consolation to me since i am still in love.
I keep telling myself that it's all part of my journey, and that it's a lonely journey. but I don't wanna be alone, not tonight.

Look up and not down; look forward and not back; look out and not in; and lend a hand.
E. E. Hale

#363726 - 06/07/11 03:54 AM Re: Mourning [Re: Anthony39]
mrwhiskers Offline

Registered: 02/22/04
Posts: 193

You are not alone...we walk side by side....

Hugs bro


"Dont be scared... angels r here" Maria Fernanda (Mafer)

#363727 - 06/07/11 03:55 AM Re: Mourning [Re: Anthony39]
FormerTexan Offline

Registered: 09/12/04
Posts: 12091
Loc: Denver, CO
I can't say I know what it feels like Tony, but I feel for ya. Loss hurts, plain and simple. Do you have a friend in the area who can stay with you for a couple days?

Money talks, but all it tells me is goodbye.

If I could meet myself as a boy...

#363728 - 06/07/11 04:24 AM Re: Mourning [Re: Anthony39]
ren42 Offline

Registered: 03/26/11
Posts: 54

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#363736 - 06/07/11 06:11 AM Re: Mourning [Re: ren42]
vachssfan Offline

Registered: 03/08/11
Posts: 58
Loc: TX
i wish you weren't man. wish you were on right now. hang in there captain. u've made it this far... and in that, regardless of whether u feel it or see it- there is strength beyond depths that are calculable. FTW.


#363745 - 06/07/11 07:02 AM Re: Mourning [Re: vachssfan]
1lifenow Offline

Registered: 03/07/11
Posts: 437
Loc: west coast
It is so tough when you are in the middle of it to see anything but loss and feel anything but pain. Was in my ms group tonite, one of the guys has NEVER had love in his adult life. Attachment was too much - no caring, no kids, no memories of holding tight to the one you love. It is not possible to say what tomorrow will bring, but your heart is strong and capable of so much. We are here for you.

The need for love lies at the very foundation of human existence. Dalai Lama

WoR Barrie 2011

#363775 - 06/07/11 02:41 PM Re: Mourning [Re: 1lifenow]
kb8715 Offline

Registered: 07/16/10
Posts: 811
Tony you are one of thr best of the best here. You are in our thoughts pal.

Best to you and the boys.....

"You can get far in life by pushing except through a door marked PULL...." Profile quote in my son's senior year HS Yearbook.


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