Last night a friend of mine basically told me that he had thought about me and him having sex. He told me that his girlfriend wanted to have a threesome because she likes to watch gay guys have sex. (She is bisexual herself) My friend says he is "bi-curious"). I do not know exactly what I am.
After talking about this with my friend, I actually considered the idea of having sex with him and his girlfriend, and the strange thing is that I do not find either of them attractive! If I am not attracted to them, then why would I want to even have sex with them? Especially my friend?
My friend also told me that he and his girlfriend are in an "open" relationship, meaning that she is allowed to have a girlfriend, and he is allowed to have a boyfriend. So, I guess it would be a four way relationship.
I feel so disturbed and confused about all this; I don't really know what I want. It is so tempting, but at the same time, the idea sickens me. I am, however, curious to see what it would be like to have sex with a girl.