I had relasped once again in my drinking when all was good and my relationship was falling apart.I had just begun therapy but it was an overflow to a world that was already in def-con 4 mode and gave me some place safe to come back too when the time was right.I found my way back,creating a new life for myself. On the 12th of April of 2009 you may have heard on the news of a high speed chase in Cramel,Ca.on hwy 1, I was suicidal and alone while drinking and feeling horible all day. Needless to say I had cheated on my better half once again and after reliving this pain that I had inflicted on yet another human being that loved me, I saw no other alternitive but to stop this cycle and tornado that i seemed to be the creator of.