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#359108 - 04/09/11 10:05 AM Between five and eight.
Katarack21 Offline

Registered: 03/09/11
Posts: 25
I was talking to my dad yesterday when my little sister ran up and gave him a hug. Half joking, I was all "I was never that affectionate!"

He got this real thoughtful look and said that I was when I was little. It started to change when I was five, and I was a different kid entirely by eight.

Those were the years of abuse. Thats when it all happened. So...who was I before that? Who was I supposed to be?

#359142 - 04/09/11 04:26 PM Re: Between five and eight. [Re: Katarack21]
Aberrant30 Offline

Registered: 01/29/10
Posts: 139
Loc: I live on the Emerald Coast, F...
I often wonder the smae thing Kat. When i was 10 I was a plantetier, I was going to recyeling drives. I ues to tell girls I liked, how perty they where, just so i could watch them blush. I ues to sit for hours talking to kids I knew. After I stoped going out of my houes entierly. Then I started geting angery over every thing, and started ignoering women in general for a big chunck of my life. Point i'm geting at is, some times I wonder who I would of been if i hadn't been abused.

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And the end of every place."
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