Thanks for that message, in there between the lines i read HOPE. That is what i am striving for, too. Looking backwards there has been so much damage done to me and sadly caused by me and both are hard to accept to the point it can be overwhelming. Sure it is rancor aimed inwards. Looking forward is diffenent though, there is a sense that what has gone before and be learned from and can be a part of something new and healthy. I don't really know what that looks like yet but there is a condidence somehow, someway it will be ok. I need to feel that to get through for today. I just wished the formula worked faster.
The need for love lies at the very foundation of human existence. Dalai Lama
WoR Barrie 2011