Seems like I have alot on my plate lately. Just going to go stream of conciousness really because I need to get this out. Have a new job which is progress but still 3 weeks away from my 6 month probation period ending. Wanting to change medications from Wellbutrin to Cymbalta for my depression to see if it will help my plantar fasititis and possible psoratic arthritis but don't want to risk the side effects while I'm still on probation therefore making my work suffer. Working overnights is kicking my ass, seems like I have more depression than usual, thinking about getting a natural light lamp to ofset my lack of sunlight, don't know if thats a good idea or not. Wanting to take some time off for me but my co-worker doesn't recommend it until I'm off my probation period. Did I mention because my insurance has changed because of the new job I have to select all new doctors? Want to go back to therapy but don't want to find a new doc but not sure I left my last therapist for the right reasons.
Well enough of my rant. Thanks for letting me get that out.
"Being with people that understand you...Priceless"
"and i don't want the world to see me, cause i don't think that they'd understand"
"You don't know what love is...you just do as your told"
"My life has changed. What you take as a simple thing, is not so simple for me anymore"