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#356174 - 03/11/11 09:31 AM Can't handle my feelings,
brokenleg Offline

Registered: 01/05/10
Posts: 65

I hate those feelings. I've felt really weak, alone all day, altough there are people around me. Probably they are
questioning what's wrong with me. My boss questioning me altough I've done nothing wrong. And the worse thing is I
wasn't able to defend myself. I really don't understand, why my abusers hanging around out there while I have to
suffer. I am not able to cope with the sutiations, am I gonna be like this forever?
Sorry for the rant...

#356176 - 03/11/11 09:45 AM Re: Can't handle my feelings, [Re: brokenleg]
michael1 Offline

Registered: 03/11/11
Posts: 2
There is always hope!!!
I am 52 years old and only last year found someone that i had opened up to in a professional way. Up until then my 2nd wife was the only one who i ever told about my being molested and she did all she could do to help me.
She actually found the person i went to see last year who definetly opened me up to my feelings.
If you look on the web for emdr and read about it then look for someone in your area that uses these methods of helping i think it could be a giant step for you. it may be hard to find as there are not many who have studied under this and know how to apply it.

good Luck

#356180 - 03/11/11 12:24 PM Re: Can't handle my feelings, [Re: michael1]
brokenleg Offline

Registered: 01/05/10
Posts: 65
My T isn't capable of doing EMDR. I will look for it thanks. My sexual abuse has started when I was 6 until 9. I remember barely. It was my cousin who was 5 year older than me.
I have been seeing someone recently. It is really hard to tell someone u have just met about condition. I will wait for the right time. I might never tell her.
I believe there is hope, but sometimes can't stand all these feelings. It is so rough. Anyway feel better for now.
Thanks. I will never give up, hopefully.


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