I haven't been participating much on MS in the last week or so. I've been relearning how to engage with my life, and its a challenge which is VERY rewarding.
I'm working on reconnecting to my talents, my desires, wishes, filmmaking, artistry. It has always been with me since I was a child, but I've neglected it in recent years.
I've been very very very blessed to be working at a position which puts me in contact with filmmaking gear, as I purchase stuff for our facilities. Just picked up a new camera which I'm absolutely in love with, and have been shooting and editing film - and I'm happy.
I should dive back into the fray of recovery and not forget that I have work to do. But I wanted to let everyone know that I'm still here, still reading, just not posting as much. I'm rewarding myself for having SURVIVED, by learning how to play again (with my inner child).
I'm happy (for now).