Thursday Night, I "completed" a ritual/ceremony of ridding myself of the "affects" of the main perp in my life. I am a much more content person today. I am more than ok to be alone and just with me.
There as a shift in the focus of my life that was a shift inwards - inwards in being ok with me and me being ok with the world. Those of you who have known me since the early 2009 - especially in 2010, know that I was NOT ok with me or the world to the point of being passive/aggressive. I know and BELIEVE I am a good guy.
On News Years day, I hugged a great friend - Jamie. For the 1st time in 47 years, I gave AND received the genuine LOVE that was in that hug and between the spirit that exists in the world.
I no longer "react" negatively. I no longer "assume" anything about others or "situations". I no longer believe I am worthless.
Truly, compassion, Joy and peace are mine.