constant state of fear
I lived with that. thats all I ever knew in my family... that and the most complete loneliness I cant even describe, just being not loved...
I thought there was something wrong with me because I was afraid. And because I wasnt loved.
I hear your pain. I understand some of it because I can relate from my own past.
But it wasnt us. It was them.
---- Anything I write is just my opinion and is based on my experience. Everyone is different. There is no one "right way" to healing.