Before I started coming onto MS, I was trying to figure out my sexuality. So, I hit up a website and slept with 14 guys throughout the summer thinking that I was gay. In every sexual encounter I had with these men I was never able to achieve an orgasm.
So, it was evident to me that I wasn't in fact gay and that my perp is a liar. But I do have this strong desire to want to befriend a male and just talk. To me that sounds a bit odd but before I started sleeping with these men I called them or they called me. I enjoyed talking to them (in fact it was better than the sex).
Now, I'm talking to one guy I was with and I'm trying to build a friendship with him. Is my desire to want a non-sexual relationship with a male apart of SSA? I know people have said that people are naturally attracted to one another, but I don't understand how that can be said for men. Again I don't want to sleep with him but even then, if he wants it, I wouldn't know how to handle the situation. I guess it's a two-fold problem (Will I sleep with him if he asks or can we maintain a non-sexual relationship).
Hey, if "black sheep" means you're the only non-douche of the family, take that with some pride.