Hi, my brothers,
Greetings from Germany.
We, "precious gifts from God" to our parent(s) were sent to he wrong address. But HE surely knew what would happen to us.
The very person whom gave birth to "us precious gifts" from God.
Were the very person(s) who would destroy us. We would be paying for the rest of our lives for the lack of emotional, physical, mental attention that a new born should have been given. Any wonder why i from the age of 8 i always wished that she was dead. i told her that just about every time that she beat the hell out of me and threw those knives at me.
I, often cried out in terror, just what have i done to deserve this? No wonder that i/we never had any self esteem we were useless, worthless.
We "precious gifts" from God, sure have a heck of a time in believeing in God. Where was HE then? Any wonder why?
So, as we try and to come to terms with our inner child whom are now grown men in dealing with this, we are faced once again all that terror & fear from so long ago. Trying to put it into proper perspective.
We did nothing wrong. We were loveable babys/young boys/adolecents.
My brothers here, i wish you all a healing & healthy New Year.
"I will take that lost boys hand, and i will lead him from the depths of darkness, into the sunshine, forever into eternity." As he is me.
Working Boys' Home 10-14 yrs old, grades 5-8. 1949-1953
A very humble alumni of the WOR Dahlonega, GA.
May 15-17 2009, Alta, Sep. 2009. Sequoia, 2010.
Hope Springs, 2010.