Why do I report the feelings, emotions, reactions, physical symptoms of surviving?
Why instead, do I not OWN the recovery!?!! I watch my body and thoughts as they move around, like watching a hamster on a wheel.
An owner is interactive, and exerts his will into recovery. An employee is not as, but still is interactive.
But a reporter? A reporter is there while the action is HOT, and is not invested in the process.
And I will own the recovery, track the layers, push the limits, and sink deeply into the sweet respite of simmering progress and strong recovery.
MaleSurvivor Moderator Emeritus 2012 - 2014