I wrote this poem when i first came here from the heart at that time i was in much pain and grief and days i couldnt look myself straight in the mirror. I blamed my self and hated my self so much over the years. The last two verses at the time were written and pened as a glimps of a furture what life might be like for me in the days to come and i was hoping for a quick cure at the time.
As i read the poem to day i feel like the past has been drifting away from me bit by bit over the months ive been here,and the last verse of the poem is only now kicking into my life now, and i also have had a reality check you just dnt get over csa in a few months it takes time and pantience
Some days i find it hard to believe that the bad old demons are dead.But its other issuses and feelings from csa i have to deal with now. But im slowly getting there .
Edited by james 1959 (06/15/10 11:14 AM)
We are brothers on a journey,and companions on the road
We are here to help each other share the burden and the Load