I have recently returned to MS afterbeing absent for several months. I have recently began addictions counseling for using POT and heavy drinking.
Both have gotten way out of hand for me and
Its been seriously hard dealing with ssa and how complex it is for me. Its something which people who know me even though they may have knowledge that I have dealt with csa they still don't and can't understand how my head works. Why its so hard to make friends, male friends at that along with my issues with trust, communication, sexuality, the twisted side and depths of my ssa...
These factors often bring me to the brink of tears and to a low place where my drug and alcohol use might leave me perminently. I'm struggling with this, my weight and am frustrated with my T not seeing my adhd and helping me by talking to my dr. About it.
Its taken me 2 days to even finish this post.
Feel like a mess today.
Thanks for reading.