It seems out there yet there are many resources and links to be had if you take the time to sort through it.
I had forgotten about it as it was one of the first places I found when I started to obsess about my childhood just before I realized I was starting to remember.
I was under the impression something had been done to my brain. I still am now that I remember the ECT and druggings.

As Mark Twain once quipped, history may not repeat itself, but it does rhyme.