I got a visit yesterday by our church elder,I have not been in church much because I have issues over church and christianity.He did not say much about church or christianity,but about how i was,and feeling,He left me with words i find hard to answer or come to terms with,maybe other survivors could help answer them.
His words were."What would give you peace in you heart". I t got me to thinking,Would it be the abuse?,It happened a long time ago,Would it be getting even with the abuser?,He died 20 years ago.Would it be getting even with the church that the abuser belonged too?.
I'm very confused,I've been thinking of this all day,I just can't think of any more answers.
"Come on my fellow survivors,"how would you answer that question","What would give you peace in your heart"