for many of us, It may be hard to relate to or even concieve.
The hate, darkness, loathing, shame, and fear are still too powerful for me.
I want to beleve that I can be healed, that the different parts of my Identity could somehow pull together and be best friends agian to be whole. Oh God!! I pray for that every day!
That somehow I could release all the hate and anger and confusion I feel towards my abusers. Aahhhrrg!!!
and find peace and hope, and purpose in it's wake.
To somehow be redefined in a bright new way.
Oh sweet Jesus please save me.
Thank you Rich, Your Poem has given me a glimmer of hope
Bring works of darkness to light