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#239498 - 07/22/08 01:54 PM Re: my story [Re: Chester]
justanother121 Offline
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Registered: 04/14/08
Posts: 24
I have a hard time believing that i wrote this and that it still never gets old. I read it every day.

I am glad you can relate and take some solice from the boy warrior.


#239561 - 07/22/08 08:21 PM Re: my story [Re: justanother121]
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Registered: 09/14/07
Posts: 45
Loc: Portland, OR, USA
for many of us, It may be hard to relate to or even concieve.

The hate, darkness, loathing, shame, and fear are still too powerful for me.

I want to beleve that I can be healed, that the different parts of my Identity could somehow pull together and be best friends agian to be whole. Oh God!! I pray for that every day!

That somehow I could release all the hate and anger and confusion I feel towards my abusers. Aahhhrrg!!!

and find peace and hope, and purpose in it's wake.
To somehow be redefined in a bright new way.
Oh sweet Jesus please save me.

Thank you Rich, Your Poem has given me a glimmer of hope

Bring works of darkness to light

#248304 - 09/05/08 11:00 PM Re: my story [Re: Power_water]
justanother121 Offline
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thank you for the comments on the boy warrior. to be a little philiosophical. when one see a glimmer of hope - one only needs to approch it to see the glimmer grow brighter and bigger. Run towards it and and embrace and it will embrace you.

thank you again.

#328110 - 04/12/10 08:17 PM Re: my story [Re: michael banks]
justanother121 Offline
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Posts: 24
Thank you all again

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