Iím sorry to read that your wife struggles with your abuse history and recovery. I canít imagine how painful it must be for a spouse to listen to and then try to make sense of their love oneís injury. Itís an ugly despicable thing to have to drag them through. But I know for myself and my wife itís been a journey we have chosen to travel together. Iíve anguished over some of the dark places Iíve forced her to walk. Iím sure she would have wanted to turn and run. Sometimes Iíd have to wait and let her regain her courage to continue. Other times she would be pushing me to move forward through the murk.
Of course we found going through this with a coupleís counselor to be extremely valuable and helpful. You may have already done this but if not and if it is available to you and your wife is agreeable I would strongly suggest this route.
Itís a tricky thing to compare each otherís paths. Especially involving our wives. Know that my heart goes out to the two of you but lars your recovery over this issue is paramount. No matter how painful for you or anyone else it has to be given importance for Iím sure you know it wonít just go away. Earlybird
Edited by earlybird (03/25/10 04:20 PM)
Balanced (My goal)
There is symmetry