Thanks Corey, for always being there when needed, for real. You always say you don't have advices but you're much better on that than you think.
lately, i've realized that my family's approval has been my drug of choice all these years.
Ron that's true for me too, I've been raised with the purpose to meet certain expectations, and the moment I can't fullfill them I'm useless. So in that order I'm useless all the time because no matter what I do, it's never enough. I'm constantly walking on the edge. I don't know what else I can do.
Thanks for the suggestions Jeff, maybe I can try and start doodling again. Not even walking on the beach has made any improvement. I'm unbearable today.
Thanks you all for the support. You're the best.