This question is quite hard for me to answer.
for one thing, as a young child I was always old in one way or another because of my intelligence. i learnt quickly at age 9 or 10, that while I could play ninja turtles and other space games with friends and chat about films or muck about, ---- there werethings I was interested in, ---- music, physics, theology, which were radically different from what other kids were doing.
So, I already started at a miner disadvantage. Then, because my abuse was perpetrated by, and took place around teenagers, I literally never got to do any of the standard teenaged things at all, ---- heck, I stil haven't!
I'm uncomfortable at parties and happier just chatting to people, and I've never been on an honest to goodness date, ---- Evenings out with female friends yes, but a literal date, ---- no.
At uni i've done some fun nd random thigs, --- wandering off into the woods with friends for a bbq. While I always tend to be the safety conscious one, I'm not afraid to do random stuff as well, ---- up to a point.
this includes red hot coal golf into the river, ---- which is bizarre, but good fun.
I can certainly have fun being random and playing games though i come across as serious much of the time.
SometimesI've felt too old for anything, ---- sometimes inexperienced as a new born puppy, it depends upon the situation totally.