I have a big problem w/ school as many of you guys know. I keep cutting school as a result my conduct and grades are low. At first I have a hard time to go to school cause of my perp was going to the same school as me. After a few weeks of school I manage to get him in big trouble at school and he got kicked out. I know what I did to him was bad but I wanted to enjoy my last year of high school.... I thought once his gone things at school would be better. Its not....
I can't concentrate anymore cause I keep spacing out or keep having flashbacks. I don't know how long I can do this. Every time I have a flash back I just wanna run away in the middle of class and be alone for a while.
How the fuck am I going to college abroad if I'm like this?.... Its the only way out of this hell.... I need to get out of here. the longer I stay the more things get worse... If I continue being like this might might not be able to go to college abroad. I just can't stay here much longer.....
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