I just remembered to share this to you guys last night unfortunately I was so tired to do so.
My trainer keeps saying, this to me since he keeps hearing that I keep getting banned from one place to the next because of to much fighting, "Martial ARTS is and ART!.... Arts are made to inspire people not to hurt them"
I used to think thats bull shit but last night I was talking to a few guys here in MS. I was kinda reminded that I was physically abused to and I remember how much it hurts to get beat up every day. Its not like there was no reason why I beat them up but I don't think calling me names and branding me as something I'm not sure if am is enough reason to beat the shit out of them. That made me realize I'm becoming like my sis (my first perp). I don't want that. I took up martial arts to protect my self not to harm idiots..
When thing get complicated go back to simplicity
Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself.