Changes do come. I'm a completely different person from when I started this work. My wife says she likes this me better than the old me. It's little things here and there, slowly peeling away the layers that have covered the real person hiding beneath for so long. As more layers peel away, I think you'll like what you become. It's a good thing.
"This search for the truth--it's not for the faint of heart."--Goren on 'Law & Order: CI'
"The former things will not be called to mind, nor will they come up into the heart."--Isaiah 65:17