The essence of sexuality is to be care free I think.
In viewing maslows higher archy of needs I wonder how one gets what they missed back.
I want to feel special without all the extra stuff.
I want to be desired without all the "feelers".
I am trying to view life in simply terms - KISS.
Forget CSA=SSA, ssa=sin, ssa=family shame, etc
I was loved when and how I was loved. Yes, it sucks to not understand.
It hurts when my fellow survivor is judging me. It hurts when I hurt others.
I want to be good.
I want to be care-free. I want to be innocent. Is my time to be innocent over?
hmmmm. I wander.
Live to your fullest potential
Never make someone a priority if your only an option