i wonder when ill get to see the teen message boards, feeling a bit out of place here, cant really help adults at all, and even if i could adults don't really listen to people my age anyways. its like when relatives come over to visit, they are all glad to see you, but then after a few hours its ok go play adults are talking now, kind of thing, i think anyway.
i havent been feeling well and i guess thats got me down, its like a cruel joke from someone higher up to make kids sick, heck my whole life is a cruel joke, but that"s ok, ill show the jester, ill just laugh.
gota get ready for school. later
its not easy to hide all this damage inside,
and ill carry it with me until i'm not alive.