I am in a tough spot financially like alot of others I am sure. I just had a conversation with a financial counselor and I am in a tough spot she states.
I am in a better place with my anxiety and PTSD but, in the past even within the last 1.5 years I made some very bad decisions.
Now, I am faced with several options which all boil down to backing away from "recovery" although not all together.
I need to get a pt job on top of a ft job and school.
Or I need to file bankruptcy.
Bottom line is I need more money - join the crowd right.
1.5 years ago I made a decision that almost cost me my life.
Today, I am facing the options and will make decisions when I can.
I am NOT grounded or think I am NOT grounded enough in my own life with feeling the good feelings. Maybe I am there.
I still think about the old stuff though.
I love being here and am scared to let go of some of my recovery people.
Live to your fullest potential
Never make someone a priority if your only an option