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#287732 - 05/16/09 07:46 PM a sister's love ** TRIGGERS ** TRIGGERS **
MarkK Offline
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Registered: 04/02/07
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Loc: Denver, CO
In silence she moves
    the air itself doesnít betray her presence
there is nothing to announce her arrival

She walks slowly
    bulbous eyes locked on the floor
            where, in the center
        her prize awaits

She approaches the ball slowly
    like a cat stalking itís lunch
        so does she move
Her eyes burning with the hunger
        of her crazed desires

She reaches the boy
        strokes his hair
her defensive hard shell strangely soft
      her touch deceitfully gentle

He tightens against her presence
            but she murmers
    almost purrs
        as her eight legs begin to pry at him
unfolding his frame
    until he lies before her, unable to move

Her fangs drip with the venom of her lust
    and he closes his eyes, wishing himself gone
    as she bends down and begins her feast
    taking what she wishes
        leaving him filled with shame
      humiliation
        fear

For a while he is gone
        . . . his body remains
    yet he is not present
until she finishes
    allowing him once more to curl into a ball

        She hovers over him
    eight legs encircling him
like bars of a cage

She wraps him with her silk
        comforting in the warmth it brings
though so surrounded
    he cannot move

Being so bound to her
            by her
    he has no hope of freedom

She hums to him as she slides through the darkness
        - her song of sisterly affection
. . . securing the line to his cocoon within the shadows
               where he will wait
    until once again
            she wants to play



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#287798 - 05/17/09 02:58 PM Re: a sister's love ** TRIGGERS ** TRIGGERS ** [Re: MarkK]
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Mark,

What a powerful piece. It reminds me of how defenseless and helpless a kid is against the approaching predator. I don't think I ever said "no", for example. The word just died somewhere inside me.

And the image of the spider - I guess all kids fear them.

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)

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#288549 - 05/23/09 08:29 AM Re: a sister's love ** TRIGGERS ** TRIGGERS ** [Re: roadrunner]
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Registered: 03/10/08
Posts: 97
Loc: vancouver,b.c.,canada
Mark,

I too was abused by my sister. it is a very confusing thing, to be hurt by a sibling. it is also extremely hard to get past. i feel your pain and am touched by your words. i wish you well on your journey to healing.

kellticwarrior

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Love heals everything

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#288572 - 05/23/09 01:05 PM Re: a sister's love ** TRIGGERS ** TRIGGERS ** [Re: MarkK]
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Posts: 5796
Loc: in my own world in pittsburgh,...
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#296218 - 07/21/09 12:56 PM Re: a sister's love ** TRIGGERS ** TRIGGERS ** [Re: Sans Logos]
Mar3k Offline


Registered: 07/21/09
Posts: 5
Loc: UK
just joined today read this and felt like you had written my story. I fear her still

Mark


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#296328 - 07/22/09 03:57 AM Re: a sister's love ** TRIGGERS ** TRIGGERS ** [Re: Mar3k]
Derdlecar Offline
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Registered: 11/08/05
Posts: 1316
Loc: Ogden Utah, USA
Quote:
For a while he is gone
. . . his body remains
yet he is not present
until she finishes
allowing him once more to curl into a ball


Mark,

I remember that, being gone while he had my body.
Oh how I wish I didn't have that memory.

But oh how glad I am that I didn't have to stay there!

But that's how it was. Thanks for sharing.

Love ya
Darrel

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If a man would get his life on track, he must first go back to the place where it was derailed.

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#296329 - 07/22/09 03:59 AM Re: a sister's love ** TRIGGERS ** TRIGGERS ** [Re: Derdlecar]
Derdlecar Offline
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Registered: 11/08/05
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Loc: Ogden Utah, USA
Larry,

I don't think the word "no" died inside me, I don't think it ever lived there, It was a word that I was never allowed to say as a child so when I needed to I didn't know how.

Love ya
Darrel

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#296334 - 07/22/09 04:50 AM Re: a sister's love ** TRIGGERS ** TRIGGERS ** [Re: Derdlecar]
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Registered: 02/26/08
Posts: 6875
Loc: USA
Wow!

That poem "shivered me timbers!"

Allen

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