I, like you, have been watching this senseless tragedy unfold in the media - all these talking heads verbalizing and postering over somethimg they know not as opposed to merely reporting the few facts that exist...but I digress, sorry...
So much speculation at the moment of what happened. I'm just overcome with grief, sorrow, sadness for all parties involved. What a sad day. While I have no connection I can't seem to understand this sadness I'm experience.
I wonder if it isn't the senselessness and the unanswerable why
of all of this that speaks to you; the common question in the remaining families' minds of "How can this be happening
?" that is awakening a deeper, and as yet inexpunged, sadness in yourself.