My question to you all is: How do you nurture your little boi? What do I do NOW?
so today I saw my T first thing this morning at 7:30am.
I am ok. I am feeling relief but, a sense of rawness too. My bf lives 4 hrs away but he is not responsible for helping me nurture my little boy anyway.
I held little Donnie as I told my T what happened to little me at 6 - see my "chicken coop" story if you want.
I told of the skin to skin contact. I no longer live in secrecy. I took back my sense of curiousity, adventure and the bounciness of my little boy.
I told her of the rage and dissociation. I told her i want to be held in a good way now.
I am completing the 5th and final stage in the process of grieving. I accept that I was traumatized - sexually abused. I was shocked from ages 6-14, in denial/numb from 15-25, in bargaining from 26-41, in anger 42-44 and now acceptance.
It is NOT my fault!!!!
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