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#284926 - 04/22/09 06:36 PM I'll Try
Hidden15 Offline

Registered: 03/30/09
Posts: 33
Loc: Australia
I am not a child now
I can take care of myself
I mustn't let them down now
I mustn't let them see me cry
Cause I'm fine, I'm fine

I'm too tired to listen
I'm too old to believe
All these childish stories
There is no such thing as faith
And trust and pixie dust

I'll try
But it's so hard to believe
I'll try
But I can't see where you see
I'll try

My whole world is changing
I don't know where to turn
I can't leave you waiting
But I can't stay and watch the city burn
Watch it burn

'Cause I'll try
But it's so hard to believe
I'll try
But I can't see where you see
I'll try

I'll try and try to understand
The distance in between
The love I feel, the things I fear
Every single dream

I can finally see it
Now I have to believe
All those precious stories
All the world is made of
Faith, and trust... and pixie dust.

So, I'll try
'cause I finally believe
I'll try, cuz I can see where you see

I'll try, I'll try.

You left me
Drowning in my own tears
You left me
Blaming myself for years
You left me
Insecure and scared
You left me
Thinking no one could care
You left me
Hurt and broken
You left me
Nothing but hoping…

#286164 - 05/03/09 06:37 PM Re: I'll Try [Re: Hidden15]
roadrunner Offline
Administrator Emeritus

Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA

You can't ask any more of yourself than to try. Give it your best and try to talk about what's on your mind. Keep to small steps if it feels scary to talk.

Believing the truths about the abuse of children is difficult, because "believing" includes being willing to use these truths as tools towards our recovery. But you will get there. Almost any guy who comes here find that difficult to see at first, but it's true. All the strength and courage you will need you already have inside you.

Much love,

Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
(Woody Guthrie)


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