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#285459 - 04/27/09 04:27 AM nevermind
usmc97 Offline
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Registered: 08/02/05
Posts: 493
Loc: Colorado
I was going to share something important but...

I was going to ask for help but...

I just needed someone to listen but...

I needed a hug from someone safe but...

I am not important, I was told to never speak
my words are worthless whispers used to seal my defeat
Repeat the blame, the acts and shame, the hurts and constant battle
My needs denied and forced to hide this life I just can't handle

Away I'm tossed, I fail, I've lost, do I pursue defense
or close my eyes and finally sleep to ever wake, my end
This lonely man can't understand the curse with which I face
This boy who stands beside him cries, though neither have a place

We tried to say our last goodbyes but really...

We came to you to bare our pains but...
you didn't have the time.

Semper Fi

The statistics? 1 in 4, 1 in 6?
...then me the imaginary number

Abuse Part I&II


#285485 - 04/27/09 12:17 PM Re: nevermind [Re: usmc97]
wojax Offline
Junior Member

Registered: 06/22/04
Posts: 171
Loc: Florida
Kevin love you man

Jer 7:23 ps 91:16

#285513 - 04/27/09 05:44 PM Re: nevermind [Re: wojax]
nomansanisland Offline

Registered: 02/03/09
Posts: 156
Loc: NM are loved...thanks for the brave, you are in my prayers...Nomansanisland.

" If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because he hears a different drum. Let him step to the music he hears, however measured or far away." Henry David Thoreau

#285517 - 04/27/09 06:25 PM Re: nevermind [Re: nomansanisland]
wes-b Offline

Registered: 08/17/07
Posts: 438
Loc: Western, Canada

Thank-you my brother, that resonates big time and I am moved.

Hugs of love and support, Wes

Happy to be a recovering survivor. :-)

Continuing to meet more of my fellows as I "Trudge the Road of Happy Destiny".

My Story, 1st pass

#285528 - 04/27/09 08:17 PM Re: nevermind [Re: wes-b]
FormerTexan Offline

Registered: 09/12/04
Posts: 12126
Loc: Denver, CO

"Nevermind" was one of the key words in my vocabulary growing up into my 20s. I figure there are many people on this site who will not accept "nevermind," and this is good. If someone tells me nevermind, I will press but one time. Any more than that could be crossing boundaries to some.


Money talks, but all it tells me is goodbye.

If I could meet myself as a boy...

#285638 - 04/28/09 10:14 PM Re: nevermind [Re: usmc97]
Whicker Offline

Registered: 11/01/03
Posts: 117
Loc: Pastures of Oregon

Very moving, very insightful, and I pray, not a 'Goodbye' for real?...

Fight on, USMC...

Semper Fidelis!


Esse Quam Videri
(To be, rather than to seem)


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