Being April Fool's day I should have expected as much. I awoke to someone knocking on my door after 3 in the morning when I was sleeping. I hate being woken after just getting to sleep since it takes me so long to fall back to sleep. In the morning I had to get up early to see my counsellor, which was a good session but one which left me very drained. I left there feeling the same age as when the abuse happened (has this ever happened to anybody?) but I did my best to hold it together knowing that I had to go to work right after. I work in a homeless shelter and today being the first of the month is cheque day, meaning there will be a heightened level of craziness on the street since money in the hands of alcoholics and drug addicts is never a good thing. By the end of the night there were 3 physical assaults for which police had to be called, including one on myself where someone who was completely cracked out decided give me a smack. Anyways that's the kind of day its been. Thanks for listening.
Love is better than anger. Hope is better than fear. Optimism is better than despair. So let us be loving, hopeful and optimistic. And we’ll change the world.