Is there anybody out there?
Does anybody care?
I'm a stranger in my own body.
Sometimes I just want to curse and swear!
Even when I try to help I bring pain and hurt.
Who the hell do I think I am? I'm such a jerk!
How long must I endure, how long must I wait?
It could be all over in a second, in a flash I could say goodbye to the hate.
Oh the allure of the permanent fix.
But alas I know itís not within me to do.
I have a higher call, a greater purpose all because of You.
Please forgive me Lord for my thoughts often side with sin.
I do praise You Jesus for you have already won the battle within.