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#280932 - 03/26/09 10:54 PM Trust Shattered
Paddy Offline

Registered: 03/03/09
Posts: 16
Loc: MS Gulf Coast
I am not much at writing but I had a go after getting so effin pissed
because I tried to open up to a person I thought could handle it.
I was wrong and our Marriage ended.

Trust shattered, Ripped and torn
Words shred worse than scorn
I thought that you knew me
I can see I was wrong
To think I could hurt you?
In this place I belonged
Look deep inside you
Search memory and thought
Did you really believe
My trust could be bought?
In the world that I lived
Family could care less
This trust was the anchor
Without it, all is useless
My heart took each blow
And stab of a knife
When I thought that you knew me
And opened my Life.
Into my world is where I belong
I thought that you knew me
I can see I was wrong.

#281644 - 03/31/09 03:14 PM Re: Trust Shattered [Re: Paddy]
nathan555 Offline

Registered: 01/06/09
Posts: 230
Loc: Australia
I can identify with your thoughts and experience

so many can't handle our story

how do they think we are able to?

a friend hung up when I said I had been csa

my father is in denial and my mother closed ranks

my wife couldn't handle it so I found ms and said less
she is starting to understand more
and we are discussing csa enough to build trust
start with sharing with us in ms
we share our stories
and find validation

many have gone through similar experiences

and many of us process the ame stuff



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