If you feel you have different minds or parts then I think the first thing to do is to acknowledge that. It's cool you feel you have been able to do that here. That's one of the great aspects of this place; we don't have to worry about being scrutinized and found wanting because of the issues we are facing.
And you got it bro. We are here to support you, catch you if you want to think of it that way, but not to judge you.
You have to deal with your issues as Mark, not as some image we might or might not have. We accept you as you are, completely.
Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me. (Woody Guthrie)