Loc: in my own world in pittsburgh,...
it gives me a good feeling when someone else resonates with a belief that i have. i loved when mr. cloud says that the divine lives inside of us and is so deeply empathetically connected with us that it is god who feels the suffering in and with us. living this belief is what has carried and sustained me through all these many years of recovery from the sexual abuse and assault.
and i always love the way third day speaks with what for many of us is a sacred truth:
Watch the movies "Spawn", "Constantine" and "City Of Angels" to have clearer ideas, maybe with your therapist if it does impress you and after that put your hands on something by Matt Furey and from Doreen Virtue
After that you'll have clearer ideas and you'll feeeeeellll a hand on your shoulders, heat in your heart and His presence on top of your head
Use every time is possible erbal remedies and avoid chemical drugs every time you can, use'em only in the extremest emergency. Garlic to lower blood pressure, flaxseed oil and fishoil to protect the heart and strengthen the body, practice physical culture, prayer, meditation to channel aggressivness
And about fear and terror there is a 300lbs thought-speed seagull-winged Archangel Michael plus an army of angels ready to help you
Mentally call and they'll be there in no time to surround and keep rexistance away and will give you what needed, and never let rage, fear and sadness to guide your choices.
When rage arises prayer can and will dissipate it
When sadness comes finds the desire for Authentic Love
When fear hunts finds an Archangel
The person to forgive is your-self, only after the perpetrator and nothing to forget becouse somehow there is a HUGE lesson and even bigger reward from this experience
Never forget that what's seems impossible to the man is possible for God, Archangels and Angels and all you have to do is to ASK FOR IT and move to obtain it. Trust L-O-V-E becaue even if less apparent it's exponentially more powerfull than what recived by a coward. That's for sure
I sure wish that little Peter & big Peter could be able to come to terms not only with us two, but just to be able to trust God. To find HIM. After I had renounced him.
We both are still lost.
But just maybe with you all plus Brother B+, i'll come to terms yet.
Heal well my brothers/friends.
Working Boys' Home 10-14 yrs old, grades 5-8. 1949-1953 ____________________________________________________________ A very humble alumni of the WOR Dahlonega, GA. May 15-17 2009, Alta, Sep. 2009. Sequoia, 2010. Hope Springs, 2010.
Pete, Prayers to you both... an okinawan friend... nomansanisland
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