I've had a long five-day weekend away from everything and really appreciate all your comments and words of support. The cave still is awfully inviting at times but I know it isn't the answer or solution to everything that's going on in my life right now. My life is upside down but I know it can be turned right-side up again. It's just going to take time, patience and a lot of hard work. Thanks again guys.
You may trod me
in the very dirt
"I quite often remember to forget these sorts of things."
-Winnie the Pooh, The Tigger Movie