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#266483 - 12/11/08 04:11 AM Thing
usmc97 Offline
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Registered: 08/02/05
Posts: 437
Loc: Colorado
The power I lack and just don't have
This fatherless son who's never known dad
Alone, worthless me collected by them
The lot of my body destroyed and condemned

I scream for help, none come for my sake
My voice devoured and carries no weight
Too many to fight but none understand
I'm supposed to stand tall, guess I am no man

All by myself, me, one against many
I'm not believed, you think I'm pretending
You think happy thoughts, you get to move on
I have no options I can't even run

Before the sun hides maybe two or three times
They get to have me for more of their crimes
With none by my side there is zero defense
For me it's not over, my torture don't end

Semper Fi

The statistics? 1 in 4, 1 in 6?
...then there's me the imaginary number

#266523 - 12/11/08 11:23 AM Re: Thing [Re: usmc97]
MarkK Offline

Registered: 04/02/07
Posts: 2652
Loc: Denver, CO

my heart goes out to you friend. i hope you find some sort of solace, even the slightest peace, in releasing these things when you write them. my T tells me writing should help let go of the power the past holds ... i don't know that it's always true ... if ever. but if it's possible - i hope it gives you peace.

this is powerfully written - i believe it shares your pain clearly. thank you for the courage to share that pain with us.



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