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#263785 - 11/26/08 07:30 AM Some poems
ericc Offline

Registered: 01/05/08
Posts: 1986
I was looking at a notebook from this last year that I have been writing in on and off (more off lately), and found these poems. There is some negativity, but really it is just an expression of my pain at the time.

What happened to the joy I knew?
When I was a child it flowed through and through.

Fucked up world
just leave me be.
This fucked up life
is never free.

You take my soul
and laugh as I cry.
You kick me when I'm down
and cheer as I die.

Fucked up world
I can see.
All the lies and deceptions
and what they've done to me.

Not that you care
for to you it is one big joke.
Neither the pain nor the hurt
or the tears upon which I choke.

Fucked up world
when will you end?
I'm growing too tired
for my heart and soul to defend.

Trauma, trauma, trauma.
Then there's drama, drama, drama.

The world is sick, and I'm no better.
as the darkness grows, I'm becoming deader.
Inside it hurts, so hard to keep it together.
Will this pain ever end, or will it go on forever?

The daemon scourge.
The pain within.
When will it end?
And the healing begin?

#263790 - 11/26/08 12:15 PM Re: Some poems [Re: ericc]
michael Joseph Offline

Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
all your feelings are important

and feeling really are not pos and neg we just judge which feelings are ok or not feelings are there inside us no matter what and your words are just as powerful as any others

you have a great day


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